CW: Self Harm, Suicide Attempt I am writing to the twenty-two year old crying in her student room in January of 2013. You think you are crying because you’ve just drunkenly fucked a good friend, and in the middle he told you not to tell anyone – because anyone knowing he fucked you would be […]
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I have always been Anon to them. That is ok. I do not require the lost to find me. For I am found. I have come to a 4 way stop now, the only way is up and out. My life is simply not my own, nor is yours ….your life. Did you create you? […]
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My eyes anxiously dart across the darkened bar. As expected, the after work crowd are in, which makes it impossible to immediately spot you on arrival. I shimmy past those waiting to be served, or loitering nearest the action, hoping you’ve been able to find a table tucked away in the corner. Fuck. I’m really […]
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Hey D In every other business venture, you knew when to cut your losses and move on. The Trump Taj Mahal, Trump Steaks, etc. Why is this gig different? You’ve said many times that you are losing money on this presidency and lamented how badly you’ve been treated. Your name and legacy will always have […]
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***DISCLAIMER: We all try our best with what we have. This is just my try. I only refuse because it is important for me to believe and feel that this can change. This is how I start trying.*** As I think about kids. It’s not just about me anymore. From this point on I get […]
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As with so many of my sexual “firsts”, my first time with a member of my own sex happened when I was at university. I’d never really considered myself to be bisexual before this encounter. I’d never really been particularly interested in girls sexually before that that. I could appreciate that another girl was attractive, […]
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When I was younger I used to be scared of the end. But now that I am much older it holds no fear for me. It doesn’t hurt that I don’t have to actively particular in the end. It is rushing towards me like a train so all I need do is wait for it. […]
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I miss the early morning messages that started the day, I miss the late night ones that ended it. I miss telling you I’m home safe. I miss counting sleeps until I got to see you, I miss the sense of happiness and anticipation when I was going to. I miss watching bake off together. […]
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I love cheating I love everything about it. I love the lying and the secret messages and sneaking around behind my husband’s back. Nothing else makes me feel so alive. And if the man I am cheating with is married, that makes it even better. There is just something about starting a new affair that […]
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My life has not turned out the way I had hoped it would. I seem to keep repeating the same mistakes over and over and now it is too late to live any other way. I had hoped that this time would be different but it isn’t. I lost myself in the possibilities and yet […]
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I’ve recently come out. Sort of. Just to one friend. I’ve been in a straight relationship for 20 years. The sex has been unsatisfactory (we just don’t fit together properly, if that makes sense). Ever since I was a child I have wondered if I might be bi. But I’m not sure whether it is […]
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I am a 41yr old divorced guy living with my married sister… I’ m obsessed with her walking in on me masturbating. Would she kick me out if it happened? I need advice.
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